2009 so far
Well, so far 2009 has been okay…..I’m hoping things will get better and that I’ll snap out of the small funk I’m in. I worked from Jan 1st to the 20th, we opened a new show at work, one of my artists tore his achilles tendon on the night of dress rehearsal and I’m overall tired of my job. I’m trying to find the best way to stay creative, work with music and become a yoga teacher. I hope the universe sends me some guidance. I’ve been trying to stay open to dating and meeting new people. My date last weekend was a little awkward and I was so tired that we only hung out for an hour….I felt bad but I was exhausted. I wonder if we’ll hang out again, I didn’t really feel that much chemistry…then tonight I was supposed to go on another date and the person didn’t get back to me, and this is the second time he does this. I think one of my friends in LA is still attracted to me and I love it! I need to go see him, I think we could have a lot of fun. I’m still in love with another good friend that won’t talk to me about our feelings and I wish I could move on from those feelings and lastly, my crush from the crushes entry decided to have a girlfriend a lot sooner than what I expected. Sometimes I feel like I’m too intense for people. We’ll see what the future has in store.
Oh, and there’s always Joshie in PA…..he’s a cutie. ;-)